Friday, May 6, 2011

This is the death march,
Preceding the revolution,
Its time to stand and fight,
For this is our evolution,
The powers will not stop us,
As long as we stand united,
Look how far we’ve come,
We’re no longer divided!

It seems like a dream,
That our people united,
Never before seen,
The flames have ignited,
The races combine,
The prejudices gone,
It's our time to shine,
We're no longer pawns,

I stand for the people,
Not just for one race,
For we are all equal,
In the eyes of the grace!
Our skin doesn't matter,
It's just another glamor,
Language is just a tool,
But we treat it like a jewel,

We all give it a value,
And proclaim one over another,
When all are the same,
Just open your eyes and uncover,
The powers want us divided,
For we're strong when united,
They wish to keep us weak,
But its time we speak!

This is a poem I wrote in class April first. Who said I didn't do anything in class? haha 

Random Poem

I'm just like a code unbreakable by the mind,
The powers all hate me for I can't be confined,
I preach a new style shunned by the the religious,
But I could care less about the fucking prestigious,

We do what we do best in order to survive,
I'm tired of the powers treating us like a hive,
We are people too not just fucking tools,
The powers keep us down, their personal fools,

But enough is enough, let us rise my people,
We have the power, let us rise like an eagle!
Let me become the angel master of shadows,
Just bring me the powers I'll be by the gallows,

Let me be the killer with hate filled eyes,
I'm tired of the powers, their blood will be my prize,
And even when I'm dead my ideas will be immortal,
They'll live through time for you say they're immoral.

Untitled

I've walked alone since the day I was born,
A loner from the start, I stuck out like a thorn,
Kids went out to play while I sat in the darkness,
Listening to music pretending to be harmless,
Little did they know I was full of ambition,
Fifteen years later I completed my audition,
Hatred filled my eyes, I became so monstrous,
I gave up my emotions in order to be heartless,

I released all the rage, I was no longer sane,
Demons called me sage, for I felt no pain,
I am no longer human, they call me a beast,
They try to leave me in ruin as if I was deceased,
But truth of the matter I'm the living death,
Just look into my eyes as I take your breathe,
And with one final slice I take away your life...

FIN

I’ve tried so hard to leave this path,
I tried rhyming and writing and it worked for awhile,
But soon my anger depleted my thoughts,
I can no longer write— this is my final verse,
And so it has come to this final point,
I've finally become one— no longer demented,
This is the end, I will no longer fight,
I accept defeat as if it was darkness,
I lay down the sheets and pick up my chains,
I tried running away but the past keeps on haunting me,
I'm amazed that I've lived this fucking long,
I guess it must be true— true evil never dies!

I was born to the darkness,
And I grew up being heartless,
Always on my own,
Looking like a lonely stone,
I caused so much fear,
Even I began to tear,
I met others like me,
The DK we would be,

I let anger and rage control my soul,
For without that I had no self-control,
I rose to the top becoming DKTB,
I fed of the hatred making enemies plea,
I established my thrown little by little,
And not once ever did I use a pistol,
I preferred the chains that held me close,
But they were last choice, I preferred the blows;

I’ve tried so hard to leave this path,
I tried rhyming and writing and it worked for awhile,
But soon my anger depleted my thoughts,
I can no longer write— this is my final verse,
And so it has come to this final point,
I've finally become one— no longer demented,
This is the end, I will no longer fight,
I accept defeat as if it was darkness,
I lay down the sheets and pick up my chains,
I tried running away but the past keeps on haunting me,
I'm amazed that I've lived this fucking long,
I guess it must be true— true evil never dies!

I became a king cloaked by the evil,
Even my people said I looked medieval,
A demon of this earth is what I was called,
They kept on asking me if hatred was pre-installed,
And even I admit I’ve felt this hatred since birth,
But I never damn my hatred for it is my worth,
And with these final lines I’ll be heading for hell,
I knew this all along for hell is my cell!

And no I’m not demonic or a Satanist,
And yes its true I’m a fatalist,
I’m a firm believer in a predestined path,
And if you don’t believe just witness my wrath,
I was always meant to be alone,
If not then why can I hold my own?
The DK couldn’t make it, it crashed and burned,
I’m the last alive and I’m unconcerned;

I’ve tried so hard to leave this path,
I tried rhyming and writing and it worked for awhile,
But soon my anger depleted my thoughts,
I can no longer write— this is my final verse,
And so it has come to this final point,
I've finally become one— no longer demented,
This is the end, I will no longer fight,
I accept defeat as if it was darkness,
I lay down the sheets and pick up my chains,
I tried running away but the past keeps on haunting me,
I'm amazed that I've lived this fucking long,
I guess it must be true— true evil never dies!

Never does it die, true evil always lives!

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When I'm all alone and I listen to music,
They say I am emo for I dress in this tunic.
But I love being alone, not having to smile,
And no nothing is wrong I'm just a little hostile.
When ever I don’t speak or utter one word,
They claim a bad attitude but I'm being unheard,
So emotionless I become not one single expression,
And no I'm not rude I'm just a master of deception.
But whenever I speak, I speak what I mean,
It's not disrespectful so stop acting like a queen!
And yes this is my smile the one I was born with,
I haven’t done any wrongs, I'm not telling a myth,
I f I do one thing wrong among the many rights,
They say I am useless like fused out lights,
If I cannot do what they ask me to do,
Then I become worthless like a torn old shoe,
If I stay up late just to contemplate,
I'm no better then trash served on a plate,
So I ask you, what is there for me to do?
One day this will all come out, be prepared for the debut,

Everything I have I will gladly return,
Including this blood that flows through my veins!
Its yours again, spread on your floor,
I will return the flesh you provided me,
Cold it may be but its back in your hands,
I will return all your tears as well as your fears,
Even the fallen ones I will return,
Just like your possessions,
For they've never been mine,
I will not take a thing,
For nothing is what I own...

This poem was for a friend that was feeling down... So I took her feelings and made it a poem... 

Come Clean

Forget about the hate, its time I come clean,
Yes, its true I never meant to be mean,
But my life took a turn for the very worst,
Back when I was small my temper burst,
And after that no one came near,
I stood alone, this was my fear,
I cried a tear, I hated the pain,
From then on I became insane,
I became a beast a monster per say,
And yes its true I was led astray,
Away from the religion that my family claimed,
They called me names but I was never ashamed,
I found who I was, peaceful but raw,
But fuck the peace I love being raw!

This is who I am now, this isn't the past,
Get used to me or leave me an outcast,
Cause I could careless, I don't need anyone,
I don't need any love like everyone,
All I need is my hatred, nothing more,
No need for emotions, just hear me roar!
You say I'm conceited and I have to agree,
Cause I love who I am, I'm fucking free!
I soar through my life for I love this high,
So bye-bye baby this is my goodbye!

For You

It's hard to say I love you,
When all I've done is lie,
It's hard for me to see you,
When your my entire sky,
It's hard to even speak to you,
When I myself am shy,
It's hard for me to be near you,
When I know you love that one guy,

But it’s all good it’s almost over,
In a couple of days you won’t see this joker,
You won't see my tears or my last laugh,
Just focus on him, your other half,
Don't worry about me, life moves on,
For after every shadow there is a dawn!
Night is gone its day at last,
Yes, its real, please don't ask,

I'm sorry for this disguise,
I know you didn't need this,
I'm sorry for all the lies,
I know you didn't deserve this,
I'm sorry for being stupid,
I know you saw right through this,
I'm sorry for playing cupid,
I know I can't fix this!

But It's time I tell the truth,
I'm tired of talking smooth,
Your the girl of my dreams,
You see through my extremes,
I'm glad I got to know you,
I'm glad I got to hold you,
Your making me humane,
Have I finally gone insane?

True; A poem By Kenji Soto and Edgar B-Z

She's the girl of my dreams but the cause of my pain,
She's the one I admire but love ain't my domain,
I get knocked off my zone, I fall in a daze,
I change for the good but I have to part ways,

Its so painful for me to be by your side,
For the closer we get the bigger the divide,
I say I'm emotionless just to push you aside,
And yes it's true it's due to my pride!

But you have to understand I never cared for love,
I just cared about me, looked for ways to rise above,
And then I met you and my whole world flipped,
I started being nice, I was out of my crypt,

I know this sounds crazy possible insane,
But I hate all this light, I prefer the rain,
I want to hold you in my arms,
Yet I'm the worst of harms,
I want to hold you tight and never let go,
I care so much about you, it hurts to let you go,
But this must be done for I know it can't be,
I need to be true and let you free,
Sorry for the lies, I'm worse then any man,
I've shed many tears despite of my clan,

I'm supposed to be heartless,
The master of Darkness!!
But here I am shedding these tears,
How can this be, I'm made of gears!!!

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Harry Potter

Okay, so we all know I'm not much of a reader, but I have to say that I love this series like I love cake! This series kept my interest at all times and got me to read more then I have in a long time. I read every book in this series as they were coming out. I read the last book nonstop and i ended up finishing it in 3 hours. I loved this series so much i read it multiple times. Hands down this is the second best series I've ever read.

Outline of my Anti-Hero

Hero's Name: Soto
Villain's Name: Dozer

Setting: Distant past

Master: Guero

Plot: Ever since he could remember Soto wanted to be what his clan has come to know as master of shadows. The only thing stopping him however is that he was too small and had no stealth in his step. A master of shadows had to be strong, massive, courageous, skillful in the art of stealth and most importantly he must be able to kill on the spot. A shadow master is as rare as a jewel, when a child is considered to be of that lineage they are brought up learning the ways of stealth from the clans best. One afternoon as Soto was cleaning the stealth fighters quarters a strange man knocked on the door. Soto let him in and asked if he was looking for someone, the man said he was just passing by and introduced himself as Guero. Guero saw Sotos desire to make himself better and asked why he was not with the students. It was simple he was too weak and clumsy and was not of lineage. Little did Soto know that Guero was an ex-shadow master. Guero took him in and started teaching him his techniques. A couple of months pass and Guero mysteriously disappears. Soto keeps on training and becomes a trainer of the clan. 3 years pass since Soto was made trainer, when he awakens one day to find his left arm covered in blood, he cleans it up and finds that a Dark Knight symbol scar has formed there, the mark of the shadow masters. He falls back to sleep and dreams of his master, Guero, in his dream Guero informs him that his exiled son, Dozer, is plotting against the clan. Not only is his son of Lineage but he was born with the mark, the rarest of events. His son plans to wipe out the entire village for having exiled his dark soul.

Why Make Soto an Anti-Hero: Soto was not of lineage and he was not stealthy. He was not strong or massive, he was a simple farmer. So when he becomes the clans trainer everyone is skeptical of what he can do. They don't know if they can trust their soldiers to someone of no known lineage. Soto is the underdog in his clan.

*I'm actually interested in this story so I might write some more later. And Yes this is the most I've ever written.