For You

It's hard to say I love you,
When all I've done is lie,
It's hard for me to see you,
When your my entire sky,
It's hard to even speak to you,
When I myself am shy,
It's hard for me to be near you,
When I know you love that one guy,

But it’s all good it’s almost over,
In a couple of days you won’t see this joker,
You won't see my tears or my last laugh,
Just focus on him, your other half,
Don't worry about me, life moves on,
For after every shadow there is a dawn!
Night is gone its day at last,
Yes, its real, please don't ask,

I'm sorry for this disguise,
I know you didn't need this,
I'm sorry for all the lies,
I know you didn't deserve this,
I'm sorry for being stupid,
I know you saw right through this,
I'm sorry for playing cupid,
I know I can't fix this!

But It's time I tell the truth,
I'm tired of talking smooth,
Your the girl of my dreams,
You see through my extremes,
I'm glad I got to know you,
I'm glad I got to hold you,
Your making me humane,
Have I finally gone insane?